Make it seem wrong
Create a lie.
Make it strong
Lie to the sky.

The emptiness will hear,
The nothingness will trust.
The loneliness (will) appear
And make you feel unjust.

Harm you?
It will.
Time?
Will kill.

You'll forget
Something weak.
You'll regret
What you seek.

Found it?
Admit.
Lost yourself?
You did.

Harmed, broken soul
Now you are.
Unrequited love
Took you far…

Who will heal it?
Only you know
Will you free it?
Time will show.
-----------------------------------------------------
On Crystal Show

The silence deepens
So does this day
My soul once woken
Now dying away

The words unspoken
Drain me down
With weakness I move
With tearless sound.

The blackest stains
On crystal soul
-The mistakes
-Of my soul

I breathed you in
Long ago
That clear air
Now icy cold

My grief is anew
I just realized
How happy
I was with you.
-----------------------------------------------------
I'm With You Now

Forgive me my heart
I lost you inside
I’ve gone too far,
Far enough this time.

Dissolved in your pain
I parish away
My crumbled restrain
Pulled you away.

Hear me now,
Hear my plea.
I promise the sky
So forgive me.

Your trust
I yearn to gain
In the past,
I’ve caused you shame.

I won’t say never,
But I beg for now;
Forgive me my heart,
I’m with you now.
-----------------------------------------------------
My Soul's Sunset

Like streams they flow,
Like rain they fall.
Endless they seem,
Light and forlorn

Tears of sorrow
Tears of regret
My heart that follows
My soul’s sunset.

Forever it seems
They will fall
Running in streams
For in pain is my soul.

Like my very first breath,
Like my first word,
Like my very first step,
Like my first nod

My tears stun me
Surprisingly strong
With supreme power
A power of wrong

What caused them to fall
Robbed me of joy
Breaking my wall
Steeling me whole.

I can only wait,
For them to run dry
My heart has no hate
It just wants to cry.
-----------------------------------------------------
Life Joyful Flare

With every instant
-you breathe
With every second
-you choose
With every choice
-you cheat
Doing so
-you lose.
But oh my, you smile
Why is that so?
I find it stunning,
For you’re not
There anymore.
By choosing
-you live
By living
-you breathe
But oh my, are you still
Yet alive
Like a chill.
With each instant
-you perish
With each second
-you’re gone
Each change
-you cherish
As you stare
At the sun
I know why
-you are smiling
I know why
-you care
For it’s all
Part of dying
A life’s
Joyful flare.
-----------------------------------------------------
Let The Rain Fall

At one point or another
Things fall apart
We fall and fail
And it’s more than hard.

The rain starts
And you look up
Through your weak lids
You stare hard

You let it fall
Let it crush down
Let it all go
Way to the ground.

The droplets so small
Startle your skin
They shatter apart
Steeling your grin

You don’t cry
You don’t smile
Nor do you scream
Nor do you shout.

Your patience shows
So does your strength,
Though you have none left
By now, none at all

You obey and give up
Let it wash over you
You freeze and stare up
For you want to fall too

The sky seems to roar
At your still presence
The ground kneels
At your heel’s nearness.

You feel its coolness
Its silent satisfaction
Of soaking you fully, smiling
At your moodless reaction.

You close your eyes slowly
And breathe in deep
You fall to the ground
Embracing your knees.

The rain noises up,
As though in victory
Of pulling you down
In heartless misery.

Let the rain fall
Let it wash over you
Let it all go
Let it take all of you
-----------------------------------------------------
Wings

What sadness lies
Beneath my skin,
Sorrow dies on my lips.
And I can't imagine
How hurt I feel,
This nightmare is real.
My ears hear wrong,
My eyes don't see,
My mouth sings
That song of
Hopeless misery,
The emptiness
Echoes my whispered
Longings and the sky
Spreads its cloudy wings,
As my heart that
Barely beats,
Drifts into that darkness
Drowns in my lullaby
Of this perishing moment,
And I close my eyes,
Escaping reality.