When I was a child I heard voices
They kept telling me it's time to fade
I could not hide, nor run away
Inside my head they were telling me to fade away

When I was a child I heard voices
They kept screaming inside my head
I soon had learned that I had no power
I could barely turn my eyes away

I was hopeful for what was ahead
But my voices kept telling me that I would fade away
I could not see the life ahead
But I knew that only with hope I could survive until than

When I was a child I heard voices
No good they ever had to say
For hours they would tell me that I would fade away
That we are all just pictures in a frame

At times I let the voices in
In hopes to numb the pain
I wasn't giving in
Just resting
Just resting for a bit

Life is a bitch
I know that well
Everything I do
Is just another test

To the top
And only up
Looking back
Nothing's there
Only to the top
Up
Only to the top

Fuck them all
Screw the world
No one cares
And I am alone

Up
Only up

Only up I go

Up
Only up

Only to the top

Up
Only up

Only up I go

Up
Only up

Only to the top

Life is a bitch
I know that well
Everything I do
Is just another test

To the top
And only up
Looking back
Nothing's there
Only to the top
Up
Only to the top

Fuck them all
Screw the world
No one cares
And I am alone

If there ever was a line
I don't see it anymore
Fuck it all
Only up I go

Up
Only up I go

Only to the top

Up
Only up I go

Only to the top

Up
Only up I go

Have you ever had the time
When you saw wrong
And hid away
When you should have made a stand
But you didn't care
You didn't
You didn't care

It's not our fight
That's what we tell ourselves at night
We keep standing still
Praying for the change
For a better day
But things just stay the same
Things just stay the same

So much hate
So much pain
We made it so
Staying silent
When we should have made a lot of noise

We can not pretend
We saw it all

For the free they came
We didn't say a word
It was not our war

Hid away the bums
We didn't say a word
It was not our war

Beat the gays
Fed us lies and fears

We didn't raise our voice
We didn't make a fuss
Before the night was out
They came for us
They came for us

Sing for me
Sing for me
Let me show you the world beyond the lines
Let me show you across the sky
Let me show you paradise

Why don't you join me in the paradise
And I feel so happy inside

When my soul was heavy
I found the paradise

Let me show you what it's really all about
Life is a dream
To make the stars light up
It's a dream about the paradise
It's a dream about the paradise
About
About the paradise

Sing for me
Sing for me
Sing about the paradise

Sing for me
Sing for me
Sing about the paradise

Sing about
Sing about the paradise

There is a monster in me
She is the evil I need
I got my own monster
She wants to be free

Monster
There is a monster in me
Monster
There is a monster in me

Losing my way
Only my monster knows what I am
There is a flame
My monster is keeping it safe

Monster
There is a monster in me
Monster
There is a monster in me
Monster
My monster is all that I need
Monster
My monster is the evil I need

I have build my life around a lie
Gave my soul
Fell in love
I had no clue

Rich men's world
Pour mans view
Brock down my life
And saw the truth

What should I do
Gonna pay my due
Gonna save the truth
I lost the fire
Don't wanna lose you too

Lets close this book
Lets start anew
I am a lair
But you see the truth

No one
No one knows me
No one knows me like you do
Like you do

Hide as the secrets you keep
Slow down your heart
Listen to me
Long I have punished the free
I am the devil
And I am finally here

Kill those that you know
Play and forget about all
Long is the river of souls
I will have space for you all

Hide as the secrets you keep
Slow down your heart
Listen to me
Long I have punished the free
I am the devil
And I am finally here
And I am finally here

Sharp as the blade on the sword
Quiet like a fish in the sea
Fallen like the angel you know
There lives a devil in me
There lives a devil in me

If I had wings like a Phoenix bird
I would fly to the moon to find the one I love
If I had the heart of a loyal wolf
I would hold her close no matter what

I once knew a man who was rich and tall
He was the saddest man in this world
I once knew a man had nothing but love in his soul
He was the happiest man I have ever known

So tell me if you think that I am wrong
Life ain't worth living without a place to call home
Oh darling
I love you more than you will ever know
I love you more than you will ever know

If I had wings like a Phoenix bird
I would fly to the moon to find the one I love
If I had the heart of a loyal wolf
I would hold her close no matter what

One of these days
And it won't be long
My darling will call out my name
And I will be home
I will
I will
I will be home

So tell me if you think that I am wrong
Life ain't worth living without a place to call home
Oh darling
I love you more than you will ever know
I love you more than you will ever know

Gonna fight as if the is no tomorrow
Can not hold back no longer
My heart is all on fire
It's my time to be a lion

Can not stop me now
I just got started
No fool can take me off my game
I see no competition
It's clear that we are not the same

When I'm down
I don't feel so low
I dust the dirt off my shoulder
Stay up
Cause that's all I know

All I know
That's all I know

Gonna fight as if the is no tomorrow
Can not hold back no longer
My heart is all on fire
It's my time to be a lion
A lion
A lion

Can not stop me now
I just got started
No fool can take me off my game
I see no competition
It's clear that we are not the same

When I'm down
I don't feel so low
I dust the dirt off my shoulder
Stay up
Cause that's all I know

I need you honey
To love me as me
Crazy and mental
To understand me
I am bat-shit crazy
I am not good
Just look at me
Twisted
Broken
It's all me

Biggest monster on the street
They call me Mental Z
Headshot
Deadshot
It's time to call God
There ain't no mercy when I am around
I am fucked up and blue

Crazy is what I do
But if you love me
And I know that you do
Lets play twisted in two
We aren't meant to be good
I am fucked up and blue
Crazy is what I do
But you love me
And I love you too