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    Everytime I close my eyes
    I think about how it used to be
    So I always wanna close my eyes
    And dream about you and me

    I think I understand it now
    When you wanted us to run
    It was so easy to get lost
    And lose the sight of us

    I don't want to hear the truth
    I rather run away and hide
    Coz I know what I have done
    Now illusion is all I got

    So I just wanna close my eyes
    And think about how it used to be
    So I always wanna close my eyes
    And dream about what we used to be
    What we used to be

    Dream about
    About what we used to be

    Poems | Views: 5 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 17.04.2018

    There is a crow outside my window
    I hear it calling
    I hear it sing
    Come join me son
    Come fly with me
    Come be a king

    It looks at me
    It sees my sins

    It calls for me
    It wants to set me free

    It wants to set me free

    I will fly to heaven
    On the sunny day
    I will touch the hand of God
    And I will be at rest

    On that day I will be a king
    In the land of free
    And I will be a king
    In the land of kings

    Poems | Views: 5 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 17.04.2018

    I have traveled thru
    This world that's full of sickness
    I am drowning
    Coz my heart is filled with pain

    I pray for heaven
    But darkness knows me better
    I think that I am good
    But the devil knows my name

    Who will save me
    If they see that I am damaged
    Will you be the one to dare
    To be close to a fallen angel

    I am going south
    To see my brother
    I am going there
    To drown my sorrow

    And if you see me on the way
    Then you are going under
    Headed down away from heaven
    Where all are damned
    Damned inside their own creation
    Their own creation

    And if you see me on the way
    Then you are going under
    Headed down away from heaven
    Where all are damned
    Damned inside their own creation
    Damned inside their own creation

    Poems | Views: 5 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 17.04.2018

    My life
    My life
    It belongs to me
    And only me

    My life
    My life
    It belongs to me
    And only me

    Everything is ok with me
    Don't mind blood on my hands
    Everything is ok with me
    I just started playing this game

    Everything is ok with me
    I just grow up
    And suddenly everything turned dark
    I am fighting alone
    Alone for myself
    And now only God knows who I am

    Mistakes that I made
    All the times that I fell
    But I got up and made the next step
    I trusted those who can not be trusted
    They used it and believe me - in vain
    There were people, on which I could lean
    They helped me with a pure heart
    But my enemies wanted me dead
    But I broke their plans
    It's my life
    And I am here to stay
    I am here to stay
    I am here to stay

    My life
    My life
    It belongs to me
    And only me

    My life
    My life
    It belongs to me
    And only me

    The streets bear the pain of frustration
    Minutes of fear
    Minutes of despair
    People go mad with pain without God
    Some break all the rules
    Some twist them in half
    No one wants to lose
    Most will kill to stay ahead
    And I will do what I have to
    To stay in the game
    To stay in the game

    My life
    My life
    It belongs to me
    And only me

    My life
    My life
    It belongs to me
    And only me

    If you want to live - live
    If you want to fight - fight
    Life is a game
    You win
    As long as you stand up

    My life
    My life
    It belongs to me
    And only me

    My life
    My life
    It belongs to me
    And only me

    Poems | Views: 6 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 17.04.2018

    All my little plans and schemes
    Faded like forgotten dream
    Like the rain drops on a leaf
    Where do I go from here

    Nothing is ever really perfect
    It doesn't seem to stop our dreams
    Always chasing that sun set
    Not even knowing where it leads

    If there is a moment where it's perfect
    I hope it's somewhere
    It's somewhere near
    Nothing is like I imagined
    But I am still searching for unreal

    Like a tree surrounded by the night
    I will keep on reaching for the light
    Like a shark that never stops
    I will keep on fighting until the day I die

    Poems | Views: 4 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 17.04.2018

    Another war
    Another death
    Another stab in the back
    And we still don't understand

    In war
    There are no winners in the end

    Look at how we live
    Look at who we have become

    Feel the love
    But it's not there

    To the God we pray
    With the devil we play
    And can not seem to accept
    That we are to blame

    To the God we pray
    With the devil we play
    And can not seem to accept
    That we are to blame

    Who are we to kill
    Who gave us the right to judge
    When we are all the same
    When death comes for us

    We are
    We are
    We are all the same
    When death comes for us
    When death comes for us

    Poems | Views: 5 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 24.03.2018

    Give me my freedom
    I ain't asking for much
    Give me my freedom
    It ain't yours to hold on

    I am no different from you
    I deserve the same rights
    I am no different from you
    So why am I behind bars

    Give me my freedom
    I ain't asking for much
    Give me my freedom
    It ain't yours to hold on

    Look at your suits
    Look at your hoods
    Your badges and guns
    You are parasites
    Who pretend to be Gods
    Who pretend to be Gods

    Give me my freedom
    I ain't guilty of nothing
    Give me my freedom
    Before I take up arms

    Give me my freedom
    Let me live a good life
    Give me my freedom
    I am telling you, now
    I am telling you, now

    Poems | Views: 5 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 24.03.2018

    I tried to make it on my own
    I tried to let you go
    But I always feel alone
    I am lost

    Without you there is no home
    You mean everything to me
    I would be a lying if I said it wasn't so
    Without you there is no light inside my world

    There are no stars
    No sun
    No love
    No hope

    I miss everything about you

    Your laugh
    Your touch
    Your smile

    I miss our chats each night

    I know it might be silly
    But I miss wishing you good night

    I miss you
    And I love you
    My heart aches every day without you

    You are my one

    I will always love you

    Poems | Views: 5 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 24.03.2018

         We are now approximately one-sixth of the way through the 21st century, and humanity is still faced with the same disease from the time of Cain and Abel; we're still faced with violence. The dictionary definition of disease is that it has distinctive signs and symptoms, and that it causes morbidity and mortality, meaning that it causes injuries or dysfunction or death; which is exactly what violence done. It's a sickness that not only attacks our bodies, but also destroys the physical, psychological, social, and economic health and development of nearly everyone in affected communities, inflicting trauma, reducing life expectancy, limiting possibilities and accomplishments, and further entrenching inequalities. And it's about time we do something about it.

         To say violence is a sickness that threatens public health isn’t just a figure of speech, it's a fact. It spreads from person to person, a parasite of an idea that causes changes in the brain, thriving in certain social conditions; which most of us are more than willing to provide. We generally cast ourselves in a positive light relative to our peers, above all else we believe that we are more just, more honest, more superior than others. We allow hubris and hatred to consume our hearts and minds; thus allowing discrimination and intolerance to thrive in this world; thus allowing violence to spread much like a contagious disease.

         We need to stop thinking that we are better than the people around us. We are all victims of the same world-dominating machine, suffering different mutations of the same contagious disease. Disease which brings us closer to a dystopian society. A society which is ruled by anger, fear, hatred, and suffering. A society in which there is no independence, no freedom, and no personal thought. A society which is rampant with poverty, disease, and filth. The time has come to ask ourselves, "Have we had enough?"

         You see, now it is time for us to choose a side if we haven't already, and to recommit to the fight. There is no more neutrality in this world. You either have to be part of the solution, or you're going to be part of the problem. It's time for all of us to come together as one united people. It's the only way that things will ever get better. It's the only way we will be able to move forward. It's time for a change.

    Stories | Views: 23 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 28.02.2018

         We all remember that second grade conversation with our teachers. The one where you're told that you can be anything you want to be, just as long as you put your mind to it. Some kids wanted to be doctors and detectives, but most wanted to be athletes or superheroes. As for me, I had no idea what I wanted to be. Though, becoming a superhero was tempting.

        Looking back, I wonder, was it all a lie? Think about it; most people don’t grow up doing what they dreamed they would when asked the pivotal question, "What do you want to do when you grow up?" Many people have jobs that are so awful that they scheduled bathroom breaks: two times in the morning and three in the afternoon. Who wants to live like this? No one, yet here we are: at a place we didn’t plan. I guess, we weren’t lied to on purpose. But we were lied to, nonetheless.

         Where exactly did it all go wrong? Let’s start at the very beginning, at the educational level. Whether it is a primary school, secondary school, or college, we are not getting a fair deal. Instead of learning critical life skills on how to manage money, how to negotiate, how to solve everyday problems, how to identify and utilize our natural talents, or how to communicate, kids are mostly taught to memorize information. This is helpful to learn, but not at the cost of not learning critical life skills. Many people put these “life” skills on the onus of the parents to teach their kids, but not all parents are qualified to teach these lessons, and many assume that school is “enough learning.”

         For now, let's put aside the fact that our education system is failing us. What happens once we graduate? Graduation from college does not come with a job. It can come with a mound of student loan debt. The average borrower in the college class of 2018 is expected to carry more than $35,000 in student loan debt, which may be accompanied by growing credit card debt, as well as an auto loan and maybe even a mortgage. In an ideal world, of course, the education system would be free and available to all. However, we do not live in an ideal world. We live in a Darwinian world; in the world that is ruled by the "Survival of the fittest."

         Then there's the "Permission Paradox." The Permission Paradox is one of the great Catch-22s in business. “You can’t get the job without experience, and you can’t get the experience without the job.” Being able to overcome this challenge is predominant to successfully launching your career or can be the difference between having enough money to pay your monthly bills and having to borrow money from your friends. This phenomenon can be frustrating for anyone, especially when you know you can be great at this job and yet you don’t have the chance to show it. It's one of those cosmic jokes.

         Ask a class of kids today what they want to do when they grow up and you'll get a lot of the same answers. They are programmed to believe that they can be anything they want to be when they grow up; without being given necessary ability, knowledge or skill to succeed. As adults, we know the truth. The system is flawed and perhaps even “rigged” in certain important ways. The question now is whether we are doomed to repeat the past no matter what, or will we be able to overcome this status quo?

    Stories | Views: 20 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 17.01.2018

         I’m not exactly sure when I decided I wanted to be a songwriter. Perhaps, it was after all of the family gatherings during the holidays, and listening to them sing love songs. Or, maybe, it was while I was watching "Supernatural" and one of the greatest rock songs of all time started plying, "Carry On Wayward Son" by Kansas. Maybe, it was ingrained in me from birth, something I could never fight, even if I tried. The decision felt divine, it felt right, and in truth, it felt wonderful. Regardless of the point of inception, I did, indeed, decide to be a songwriter.

         I live in Chicago, and the first thing people typically ask upon meeting someone new is, “What do you do for a living?” In Chicago, the answer defines us; classifies us into a stereotypical category, so we may be defined as the “greedy businessman,” the “bleeding heart humanitarian,” the “naughty nurse,” the “spiteful supermodel” or otherwise.

         I fall under the classification of the “struggling songwriter,” and people like me are often thought to be free spirited, having low regards to materialistic possessions and we are always stereotyped to lack practicality and are, as a result, financially broke most of the time. Not to say that it isn't true. Most of us have next to no job security; our livelihood depends on our next gig, and it depends on our audience, it depends on our luck.

         We are never certain when or from where our next paycheck is coming. A truly good survival job for a songwriter is the only way one can stay fed and continue funding this strenuous life choice that will eventually, and hopefully, pay off. Unfortunately, decent survival jobs are really hard to come by. It’s especially true in the major city, where huge pools of competition are fighting each other for the most flexible job positions.

         We dedicate almost all our time to writing music, to create something new and meaningful, we spend all our money on our art (‘cause we believe in it and want to share it), and that should be enough, right? No, the struggle never stops. We don’t sleep, and when we do, we are kept awake by the fear that we may never reach our dreams. But no matter how hard we get “knocked down,” we never give up, never surrender. For we can never stop our drive or our passion; they rule us; they are us.

         And when the time comes, I hope to look back upon my life with a sense of pride. For I have lived and I have loved; I have won and I have lost; I have had my fill of pleasure; and in the end I did what mattered.

    Biography | Views: 18 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 15.01.2018

    I am so board
    Days last so long
    I am only 24
    And wish to be sedated

    Sell me your pills
    Let me borrow your weed
    I want this day to be sweet
    I want to fly free

    Hurry hurry hurry
    I want to be sedated
    Hurry hurry hurry
    I need to be sedated

    Tell me your name
    Wait
    I don't think that I care
    Just sell me your pills
    Let me borrow your weed
    I want this day to be sweet
    I want to fly free

    I have nothing to do
    I have nowhere to go
    This road is so long
    Give me a pill
    So I could drift as I fall

    Hurry hurry hurry
    I want to be sedated
    Hurry hurry hurry
    I want to be sedated
    Hurry hurry hurry
    I want to be sedated

    Poems | Views: 30 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 05.01.2018

    Last night I had a drink
    It was not my first one
    Nor the last

    I washed the dishes
    I sang some blues
    My day had ended
    Like many others do

    Honey
    I hope you know that I miss you
    Waking up without you
    It's the hardest thing I have to do
    Like the kick back from the smoking gun
    It takes some getting used to

    I wish we had forever
    And all the little moments never ended
    And all the kisses
    And all the smiles
    They would stay with me for at least a little while

    I beg of you for one last night
    To stay with me until the light
    And in the morning when you are gone
    I will try to say goodbye

    Honey
    I will try to say goodbye

    Poems | Views: 26 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 05.01.2018

    Another day
    And you are drifting away
    I am to blame

    But if you could just wait
    I know that I can change

    It might not be today
    But I am on my way

    I am on my way
    Don't walk away
    I am on my way
    Don't walk away
    I am on my way

    I am not perfect
    I know that well

    I keep on making mistakes
    But, I am trying to change

    It might not be today
    But I am on my way

    I am on my way
    Don't walk away
    I am on my way
    Don't walk away
    I am on my way

    I have no right to ask you to stay
    But, I am asking anyway
    Give me another chance
    Don't walk away
    I am on my way

    I am on my way
    Don't walk away
    I am on my way
    Don't walk away
    I am on my way

    Poems | Views: 30 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 05.01.2018

    I can feel the pain in your heart
    You have been strong
    But even the strong look for the way out
    Please don't give up
    I need you to fight

    You have been standing alone in the shade
    Not knowing that others were feeling the same
    I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
    Then you would know just how amazing you are

    You are
    You are
    So beautiful

    You are
    You are
    So wonderful

    You are
    You are
    So beautiful
    So beautiful
    So beautiful

    You are
    You are
    So beautiful

    You are
    You are
    So wonderful

    You are
    You are
    So beautiful
    So beautiful
    So so beautiful

    If only you could see yourself through my eyes
    And see just how amazing you are
    I am sorry for what you have been thru so far
    But don't let one chapter define your whole life

    You are accepted and loved
    Forgive those who don't understand who you are
    If only they could see you through my eyes
    They would see an angel surrounded by light

    You are
    You are
    So beautiful

    You are
    You are
    So wonderful

    You are
    You are
    So beautiful
    So beautiful
    So beautiful

    You are
    You are
    So beautiful

    You are
    You are
    So wonderful

    You are
    You are
    So beautiful
    So beautiful
    So so beautiful

    Poems | Views: 42 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 05.01.2018

    I heard a thousand blended notes,
    While in a grove I sate reclined,
    In that sweet mood when pleasant thoughts
    Bring sad thoughts to the mind.

    To her fair works did Nature link
    The human soul that through me ran;
    And much it grieved my heart to think
    What man has made of man.

    Through primrose tufts, in that green bower,
    The periwinkle trailed its wreaths;
    And ’tis my faith that every flower
    Enjoys the air it breathes.

    The birds around me hopped and played,
    Their thoughts I cannot measure:—
    But the least motion which they made
    It seemed a thrill of pleasure.

    The budding twigs spread out their fan,
    To catch the breezy air;
    And I must think, do all I can,
    That there was pleasure there.

    If this belief from heaven be sent,
    If such be Nature’s holy plan,
    Have I not reason to lament
    What man has made of man?

    Poems | Views: 43 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 19.09.2017 | Comments (0)

    'Delta two niner be advised target's in the area. Do you require tactical back up? Delta two nine please respond. Delta what's the problem? Please respond, over. Key your mic if you are in trouble. Units be advised now switching to t-mobile.'

    I am
    I am

    I am a criminal

    Criminal
    I am a criminal

    Criminal
    I am a criminal

    Close your windows
    And shut your doors
    I live right next door
    I am a criminal

    A criminal who lives right next door
    It's not a secret
    All of you know
    I am a criminal
    Criminal who lives right next door

    'You all know exactly who I am'

    You think that I am bad
    You might be right about that
    Your women call out my name
    I am bad
    And they all want some of that
    I am bad
    And they all want some of that

    'I am not in danger. I am the danger! A guy opens his door and gets shot and you think that of me? No. I am the one who knocks!'

    Criminal
    I am a criminal

    Criminal
    I am a criminal

    Criminal
    I am a criminal

    Criminal
    I am a criminal

    Criminal
    I am a criminal

    Poems | Views: 39 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 30.08.2017 | Comments (0)

    Pretending that we are fine
    But really we are not
    Reaching out for help
    But no one understands

    Time is passing
    We are racing
    Moving faster
    Faster
    Faster

    No one cares about the sadness

    Getting high
    Getting lost
    Trying hard
    To go far - from the sadness in our lives

    We are fine
    Oh, Yes
    We are fine

    We are fine
    Oh, Yes
    We are
    We are fine
    Until the day we die

    Trying hard
    To be so much more
    Trying hard
    To just belong
    In the world
    Where we are alone

    Driving fast
    Going far
    Trying hard
    To go far from the sadness in our lives

    We get high
    Time goes by
    We get lost
    In the world of broken lives

    We are fine
    Oh, Yes
    We are fine

    We are fine
    Oh, Yes
    We are
    We are fine
    Until the day we die
    Until the day we die

    Poems | Views: 44 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 29.08.2017 | Comments (0)

    Welcome home my dear
    Take my hand
    Lay beside me on the bad
    Tell me all about the day you had
    It may not be easy to forget
    All the worries that you have
    Let me share the weight you carry
    Let me be the one to save you

    All this time we spend together
    Let it be our shelter from the stormy weather
    May the thunder sing us songs
    As the night consumes us whole

    The storms will come
    And the winds will rise
    But through it all
    We will survive

    And in the end I know - that we will find
    Love so beautiful
    And so divine
    And it shall lest until the end of time
    Until the end of time

    Poems | Views: 37 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 29.08.2017 | Comments (0)

    They say that a moment of happiness
    Is worth a lifetime of anything else
    I wonder if that's true
    If we send a minute together
    And a lifetime apart
    Will it be enough

    They say that money can not buy happiness
    I wonder if that's true

    If I have nothing in life
    Every day is a fight

    No minute to spare
    I have to dig for a cent
    Will I be happy at the end

    Will I be happy at the end

    They say that never-ending life is not a gift
    But I believe that it all depends on how you live
    On what you see
    And what you do
    And the people that you hold close to you

    If my life just passes by
    And all I do is wait around

    For they say good things come to those who wait

    Will I be happy at the end
    Will I
    Will I be happy at the end

    Poems | Views: 40 | Author: Andrey | Added by: Syer_91 | Date: 29.08.2017 | Comments (0)

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